Elena’s POVThree weeks. That's how long I've been back in Silver Crest before I understand what I'm actually doing here. Not the surface version. Not the version I gave Serena in Maren's hall when I asked, "Can I come home?" and she said, "Maybe," and I said, "I want to be useful."The real version.Three weeks of walking these corridors and eating in the main hall and nodding to wolves who nod back with varying degrees of warmth and distance. Three weeks of being visible without seeking attention and present without presuming inclusion.Three weeks of learning what it feels like to be somewhere without a plan for being there. I've never done that before.My whole adult life I've been in rooms with an agenda. A direction. A specific outcome I was positioning toward. Even when the positioning was subtle, even when I told myself I was simply serving the pack, the architecture underneath it was always mine. Come home, and be useful. No agenda under that, just those two things.It's the
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