The first night Jack was home, Lela didn't want to sleep. She knew the clock was already working against them. Nine days sounded like a lot when Jack had first told her he was coming home, but now that he was actually sitting beside her on the couch, nine days felt impossibly small. She kept looking at him as though she needed to memorize every detail—the way his hair had grown slightly longer, the small lines around his eyes, the way he held Lily against his chest while she slept, the familiar sound of his laugh. She had spent months imagining this moment, and now that it was finally real, she was terrified of wasting even a second. Jack noticed her staring. “What?” he asked softly. “Nothing.” “You've been looking at me for five minutes.” “I'm making sure you're real.” He smiled. “I'm real.” She reached over and touched his face. “You're really here.” “I'm really here.” She leaned against him, careful of her leg, and finally allowed herself to breathe. Jack wrapped an arm around her
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