DaxWe're barely inside when Noah shoves me back against the front door, which shuts it for us, and goes for my belt.His left hand still won't close properly, so he does it one-handed, and he does it in a pair of my boots that are three sizes too big for him, which means the whole attack comes with a clomping sound. His mouth is hot on my throat. He's hard, and he's riding my thigh to prove how much he wants me.But in my heart, where he lives, there's still that terrifying blankness. I can't even feel the want his body's being so loud about. He's just flat and quiet, the same as he was the whole drive home from Merrin's.The house is dark. No Mato on the couch, no Cody turning red to the ears. For once we can be as loud as we like without starting out trying to be quiet, and I'd give anything for that to feel like good news.I recognize this. I did it to him on this same spot not long ago, on a night when I didn't want to be alone with my thoughts, and he didn't let me get away with
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