RheaTwo months later, Milan still did not feel like it belonged to me.That was the strangest part. The lease had my name on it. The sign above the door had my name on it. The early-morning flour on my hands, the ache in my feet after closing, the smell of butter and sugar that followed me home every night, and the exhaustion that settled into my bones after a twelve-hour shift were all mine. I had chosen the location, signed the papers, hired the workers, picked the recipes, argued over the display cases, worried about the color of the walls, and stood behind that counter when the doors finally opened. Yet sometimes, especially when the shop was quiet, I would look around and still feel like I had somehow wandered into somebody else’s life by mistake. I would stare at the bakery sign through the glass and wait for someone to tell me that there had been a misunderstanding, that this wasn’t really mine, that I was going to wake up and find myself back where I had started.But nobody e
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