IRENEThe quiet stretches between us longer than I expect it to, Daniel's hand still curled around mine, the distant sound of the celebration continuing without us, and I find myself, in that stretched, uncertain silence, acutely aware of every small thing about the moment, the warmth of the fire not quite reaching us at this distance, the particular gentleness in the way Daniel is watching me, patient in a way that asks nothing and offers everything."I should not have said all of that and then simply sat here waiting for you to feel something you are not ready to feel," he says finally, a rueful softness in his voice. "I did not mean to make the evening about pressure.""You did not," I say, and I mean it, though something in my chest still feels unsteady, caught between the warmth of his confession and the awareness, impossible to fully set aside, that Ashford is still watching us from across the courtyard. "I think I simply do not know what I am allowed to feel anymore, Daniel. Ev
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