The Alpha's Disappearing Mate のすべてのチャプター: チャプター 81 - チャプター 90

Jacob POVBefore I could register what Raven had said, I felt Coal lunge forward and my fangs extend. I was able to stop him just in time. I turned my head to the side and took a few deep breaths. “What the hell, Coal?” I yelled at him.“You heard her. She wants us to mark her now.” He snarled back at me.“You… you know that is not how it is done,” I yelled again, starting to lose my patience with him.I reached around behind me and shut off the water. Opening the shower door, I stepped out, grabbed the towel off the counter, reached in the cupboard for one of the x-large soft fluffy ones, wrapped it around Raven and carried her to the bed. I set her down on the edge of the bed and knelt in front of her. I slid one hand to Raven’s waist and the other to the side of her face, cupping her cheek. I gently turned her face to meet my gaze and said. “Princess, I thought you understood when I said that you didn’t have to make that decision right now.”“I understand, Jacob. But this is what I

Jacob POV“Oh shit. I hurt her. I knew it was too soon. I should have controlled myself better.” I muttered as I scrambled off of Raven. I sat against the headboard and cradled her in my arms. I felt tears stinging my eyes as Raven lay motionless in my arms.She was breathing, but her heart was still racing. Her eyelids started to flutter, then she slowly opened her eyes. “Raven, I’m so, so sorry. Please forgive me. Do you need me to take you to the clinic?” Raven did not say anything. She just lay there staring at me. Which I think was even scarier than when her eyes had been closed. But as my gaze roamed over her face, her lips stretched into that beautiful smile that I love.“Will it always be like that?” She asked as she licked her lips.“No, no, no, Princess. I was too rough. I shouldn’t have marked you yet. I should have… We should have…”Raven reached up and placed her hand over my mouth, silencing my babbling. “You didn’t hurt Jacob. If anything, you just made sure that I wil

Jacob POVI couldn’t do much more than stare at Raven. What exactly was she telling me? She never said what it was. But she did say that it wasn't serious and a lot of women get it. So I have to stay calm. If Dr. Mason isn’t worried, then I don’t need to panic and cause extra stress to Raven. Then the last part of what she said clicked in. Seven and a half to eight months. That is very specific, and the timeline seems unusual. The only thing that I have ever heard of that takes that kind of time is… Wait… Is she…I brought my gaze to hers. “Raven, are you…” I glanced down at her stomach “…pregnant?”Raven took my hand and laid it on her belly and started nodding. “Yes. Are you OK with that?” She asked cautiously.I lunged forward, wrapped my arms around her waist and dragged her under me on the couch. I pressed my lips to hers and felt her relax under me.“OK with it?” I said, pulling back from the kiss. “I couldn’t be happier. Mainly because this time I get to be here. I get to watch

Jacob POV“And what do you want to do to me?” I asked as I gently nudged Raven down the hall towards our bedroom. This was the first time that Raven had ever shown any signs of initiating any intimacy. Don’t misunderstand what I’m saying. She is comfortable with starting our hugs and kisses. Sometimes that does go further, but I have never pushed her. Anything that happens between us is all at her pace. But this is the first time that she has ever verbally stated that she wants me that way. I just hope that it means she is starting to understand that she is safe here, that she will never be forced to do things that involve her body against her will.As we enter our room, I softly close the door behind us and pull Raven close. She pushes away, and I start to worry that I moved too quickly. But my nerves settle when she grabs my hand and leads me to the bed. She positioned me at the end of it and gave me a shove to make me flop down flat on the bed. Of course I could have stopped her, b

Jacob POVThe panic that hit me when I stretched my arm across the bed and realized that Raven was gone was the worst feeling that I have ever experienced. And it only spiked when I saw that she wasn’t in the bathroom either. I grabbed the jogging pants off the floor, almost ripping holes in them as my claws extended from Coal, starting to push forward. His panic only added to mine.I reached the front door, but it wouldn’t open. What was keeping me from getting out? I was about to rip the thing from the frame when I realized that it was locked. Here on the pack territory, we don’t have to lock the doors, but it makes Raven, and I will admit me too, feel better because we know that Emma can’t just leave the house without us in the middle of the night.But right now it is just pissing me off because in my panic it is also stopping me from tracking Raven. I was reaching for the lock when I heard the best thing ever: my name being said by Raven. I turned to find her sitting on the couch