ElmaThe letters stopped arriving after that, though the silence itself felt like its own kind of threat, the particular quiet that settles before a storm rather than after one.I tried to lose myself in the infirmary work, in the herb beds, in the small, steady rhythms that had carried me through worse fear than this, but the words from that last letter kept surfacing anyway, uninvited, in the middle of ordinary moments.You are a vessel, nothing more, and vessels are discarded once they've served their purpose.I knew, intellectually, that it wasn't true. Xander had proven himself a hundred small ways since the night I first told him about the child, ways that had nothing to do with grand gestures and everything to do with the quiet consistency of a man who kept showing up exactly as he said he would.And still, some old wound in me, some part that had learned its lessons too well from Liam's dais and Carlos's lies and every voice that had ever told me my worth ended the moment I st
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