Betty I stare at Julian. He stares at me. “I did not mean that,” I say firmly, although I’m screaming on the inside. How could I blurt out something like that? Ughhhhhhhhh!!! “I don’t like you,” I continue, lifting my shoulders with just enough of a shrug to show that I’m nonchalant and indifferent. “I’m not attracted to you, personally. I just meant that you’re conventionally attractive, so people don’t see your real self, because you’ve fed them with lies.”“I see,” Julian says, nodding slowly. “That makes sense. It would be beyond crazy for me to think that every woman I come in contact with, has some kind of crush on me.” Yes. Perfect. I exhale quietly, not letting him see how relieved I feel. My stupid mouth and my alcohol riddled brain, should’ve thought about it a little more before they blurted out those words. “Now that that is out of the way,” I continue, pushing the subject way further as I stand up. “Maybe you should get going? I’m sure you have better things to do
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