Ayesha's POVRowan looked smaller in the hospital bed than she looked in her studio, which was itselfnot a large person's space but which had always seemed exactly the right size for the specificquality of energy Rowan brought to her work, the focused intensity of someone who wasentirely inside what they were making. In room fourteen she looked like what she was, whichwas a twenty-five-year-old who had run herself into the ground on the specific fuel of guilt andgrief and the particular drive of an artist who had decided that stopping was not an option."You flew home," Rowan said."Yes," Ayesha said, sitting in the chair beside the bed."You didn't have to do that," Rowan said."I know," Ayesha said. "I did it anyway. How do you feel?""Embarrassed," Rowan said. "And tired. Mostly embarrassed.""Why embarrassed?" Ayesha said."Because I know better," Rowan said. "I know that the body is part of the work. I knowthat you cannot make anything worth making if the instrument is brok
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