"You're right," I said finally, setting the toast down, still warm but neither of us had touched it. "I do that. I didn't know I did it quite so consistently until you just said it twice in one conversation.""I wasn't counting.""I was." I pushed his plate toward him, the piece he preferred, an old habit neither of us had to think about anymore. He noticed, took it without comment, and handed me my tea the way I liked it, too much milk, barely any color left, and something in the exchange felt like love even with everything else still unresolved between us.We ate in near silence, close enough at the counter that our shoulders brushed, and I kept almost saying something and then not saying it, the right words refusing to arrive in any useful order.The afternoon passed strangely, both of us moving through the same rooms, orbiting each other without quite landing. At one point he came up behind me at the sink and rested his hand briefly against my waist, and I wanted, badly, to lean b
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