AriaThere is a hand on my son's head.I have been told since that what I did was brave, twice, by people I love, and both times I have wanted to be sick.First, I do nothing.That is the truth of it. For about two seconds I stand on the second step of a font of black ice with my hands loose at my sides and I do absolutely nothing at all, and in those two seconds every single thing I have is screaming at me to go across that floor, and I know, with the clean certainty you only ever get about the very worst things, that if I move he wins.Because he wants me to move. He has wanted me to move since the threshold. He has never once in three hundred years taken a woman off the road. He stands on the thing she loves, and he waits, and she comes to him on her own two feet, every time, and every time she thinks she is being brave.So I do not move. And my son, who is four, and who has a dead man's palm flat on the crown of his head
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