"I know."The words sat between us and neither of us moved, the report on the table, the courtyard outside still, the morning pressing its ordinary gold through the window, and I sat inside the quiet of two words that had taken three years to arrive and understood that they were not forgiveness, they were not closure, they were simply the truth of a woman who had watched a man spend an entire night becoming someone worth saying them to.Adrian looked at his hands.Not the calculating look, not the look of someone planning the next move, just a man looking at his hands the way people looked at things they were trying to understand, turning something over without touching it."I don't know how to do this."His voice was quiet."Do what.""Any of it, I don't know how to be someone who deserves to be in this room right now, I don't know how to ask for things I haven't earned, I don't know how to be the person this situation requires without becoming the person I've always been, the one wh
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