Alena had grown so much since that single, devastating glimpse of her at the funeral, nearly a year old now, though she still felt impossibly small every time I lifted her from her crib each morning. Dark curls had filled in properly, framing a face that carried pieces of both her parents in ways that still occasionally caught me off guard, Julian's eyes, dark and serious, but a particularly determined set to her small chin that felt entirely, unmistakably her own. She could pull herself up along the edge of furniture now, unsteady but determined, and had recently discovered the particular joy of pulling every single book off the lowest shelf in the nursery with a focused, methodical persistence that made both Alexander and me laugh helplessly despite the mess it created. She didn't know me yet. Not really. I understood that, intellectually, even as the reality of it ached every single day. She'd spent the first months of her life with Cassidy, whatever complicated affection that wo
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