I start doing it on purpose after Grant's call, small, deliberate things, dropped into ordinary moments, just to see what Alexander catches without meaning to.I mention a childhood nickname I never actually had, watching his face for recognition that shouldn't exist. Nothing. I reference a restaurant we supposedly went to on our first anniversary, one I invent entirely on the spot. He frowns, apologizes, says he can't place it, and the confusion looks genuine enough that I almost feel guilty for testing him at all.Almost.Then, three days later, over dinner, I set my fork down at a particular angle I've never once used in front of him since the accident — a habit from childhood, from watching my mother eat like every meal was a performance for people who might be grading her.Alexander's eyes flick to it instantly. "You used to do that when you were nervous," he says, before he seems to realize he's said anything unusual at all. "The fork thing. I haven't seen you do it in years."
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