Morning came in through a gap in the blinds, thin and gray, and I lay there for a long time before I let myself move, memorizing the ceiling the same way I had memorized my own face the night before. Somewhere down the hall, a cart wheel squeaked against tile. Somewhere closer, my own heartbeat filled the silence like something trying to talk me out of what I'd already agreed to.Corinne came in a little after seven, clipboard in hand, her expression giving away nothing."You slept?""Some.""Good. You'll want whatever rest you got. This will take most of the day."Two orderlies wheeled a gurney in behind her, and my stomach dropped the way it had the moment the anesthesiologist first counted me down the night before, except this time there was no anesthesia yet, just the slow, deliberate approach of something irreversible."Once we begin," Corinne said, checking the line already in my arm, "there's no pausing halfway through to ask if you've changed your mind. I need you certain.""I
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