Chapter 7Damian’s POVI have sat through a hundred dinners like this one.Political dinners. Alliance dinners. Grief dinners, celebration dinners, dinners where the food is irrelevant and everything on the table is theater — the right wine, the right seating arrangement, the right amount of laughter at the right moments. I learned how to perform them before I was old enough to understand why performance was necessary. My father taught me. Sit straight. Speak when spoken to. Never let them see what you’re actually thinking, Damian, because the moment they see it, they own it.My father was the most disciplined man I ever knew. And even he, in the end, had not been enough.I picked up my wine glass, smiled at something Roland said from across the table, and thought about Elara.I had been thinking about Elara for six days. I had a talent for not thinking about things I had decided not to think about — it was a skill I had refined since childhood, a kind of internal door I could close a
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