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Emily's POV"I keep waiting to feel relieved," Eleanor said, staring out the window of her study three days after the board meeting, "and instead I just feel like I buried my husband's good name for eighteen years for nothing."I had come alone, without Nathaniel, because some part of me understood this particular grief belonged to a conversation between two women who had both spent years defending men who weren't there to defend themselves. I sat across from her with the tea she'd poured going cold between us, the same as it had the night we first told her about Richard."You didn't bury it for nothing," I said gently. "You buried it because you loved him, and you believed the worst version of a story rather than let yourself imagine your own son in law capable of something crueler. That's not foolishness, Eleanor. That's just love, misdirected by grief."She laughed, small and humorless. "You always did have a habit of making things sound kinder than they feel.""I don't think it's

Emily's POV "I've been thinking about what happens after the year is up," I said, standing barefoot in the penthouse kitchen at midnight, "and I need you to tell me honestly whether that thought terrifies you as much as it terrifies me." Nathaniel looked up from the mug of tea he'd been making for the two of us, something careful and searching in his expression, the particular look he wore now when he was choosing honesty over managing my feelings for me. "It doesn't terrify me," he said slowly. "It used to. I think for a long time I assumed the contract was the only reason any of this existed, and once the year ended, whatever we'd built would end with it, the way everything always seemed to eventually." "And now," I asked, leaning against the counter, watching him carefully. "Now I can't remember the last time I thought of you as part of a contract at all," he said. "You stopped being an arrangement somewhere around the lake house, I think, though I was too much of a coward t

Emily’s POV“If you tell me one more time that the view is prettier than the view from our kitchen, I am going to push you into that fountain,” Chloe said, laughing so hard she nearly dropped her gelato.I did not care. I said it anyway, because it was true. Rome at golden hour looked like something out of a painting nobody had bothered to name yet, warm stone and orange light and the sound of a hundred conversations happening in a language I did not speak but somehow still understood the shape of. Nathaniel walked a few steps ahead of us, hands in his pockets, actually relaxed in a way I had rarely seen him in Manhattan, where relaxed was a performance he gave for exactly no one.“You’re staring at him again,” Chloe said, nudging me with her shoulder.“I’m allowed to stare at my own husband.”“You say that like it still surprises you.”It did, a little. Even now, months into something that had started as paperwork and a debt I could not pay, there were moments it still caught me off

Emily’s POV“You’ve checked that same folder four times in the last twenty minutes, and I need you to talk to me instead of pretending you’re reading it,” I said, reaching across the small kitchen table of our rented apartment to close it.We had one more day in Rome before the flight, and Nathaniel had spent most of the morning with his laptop open, half a world away from the city outside our window, drafting statements he kept deleting before he finished them. Chloe and Daniel had gone to see a museum. I had let them go alone, on purpose, because some conversations are only possible without an audience.“I keep trying to figure out the version of this where nobody I love gets hurt,” Nathaniel said finally, dragging a hand down his face. “And I can’t find it. Every draft ends with either your father’s name in a headline or mine.”“Then stop trying to find the version where nobody gets hurt,” I said, “and start finding the version where the truth actually wins, because those aren’t th

Emily’s POV“You packed my suitcase wrong on purpose, didn’t you, just so I’d have to unpack the whole thing at customs,” I said, glaring at Nathaniel across the hotel room, both of us moving too fast to actually be annoyed.“I packed it efficiently,” he said. “There’s a difference.”“There is not a difference. You folded my cardigan into a square the size of a napkin.”“It’s called military folding. It saves space.”“It’s called ruining a perfectly good cardigan,” I said, but I was laughing despite myself, the particular laugh that only ever showed up when the fear underneath everything got too big to hold without some kind of release valve. We had four hours until our flight, a house full of packed bags, and a statement drafted and redrafted a dozen times that still did not feel finished.Chloe knocked once and let herself in without waiting, the way she had done for six years at the bakery and clearly intended to keep doing for the rest of our lives. “Daniel’s confirmed on our flig