All Chapters of Not my spec: Chapter 11 - Chapter 20

Lila’s pov Alpha Toran walked up to us. I saw Aiden bow his head as his huge frame clouded us. I tried to kneel and keep my head bowed then he looked at the both of us. He didn’t say a word as he turned to his son. “What’s this…?” He asked him and he remained silent for a bit before he spoke. “I…just a little misunderstanding”. He covered up. “With the same girl from before?” I felt my heart dropped when he involved me this time but he didn’t reply to his dad because he knew he was guilty. Alpha Toran’s voice grew even deeper and scarier. “You missed the mating ceremony..because of …. a misunderstanding?” he paused “with a girl who hasn’t shifted, who has no wolf inside of her…” His words felt like a hard slap across my face, it was my truth but it still was bitter. Like they say “the truth hurts”. "What do you think the other packs will say if they find out about this?" Toran continued, looking down at the floor where I lay curled up in pain. He didn't even bother t

Lila’s pov.I was lucky the punishment was a small one. My mind already conjured something way terrible, something very serious, something I couldn’t bear. When I first stepped into the ball room, it was large and bigger than I could ever imagine. The ceiling was far up and the crystal chandeliers showing rays of bright lime lights.It was magnificent, beyond any beautiful structure I had ever seen, the floor was like pure glass emerald and as I walked and stared at it, I could see my reflection staring back at me.Starting from the rear of the hall, I used the vacuum cleaner, careful I didn't cross the boundary line Alpha Toran. I cleaned thoroughly, keeping my eyes glued to my reflection on the glistening floor. This place was entirely different from home. The luxury of it was overwhelming.If this estate belonged in a major metropolis, my hometown was nothing more than a forgotten countryside. The contrast between our worlds was way far.As I drew closer to the stage at the front o

Lila’s pov I could see the soft, kind person hiding underneath his hard exterior. He might put on a tough front but deep within, he was still soft and needed true company. I could sense it. Truly, we weren’t so different. I needed someone to confide in, a friend to talk to just as much as he did. He stared at me with lingering reluctance, clearly unsure if he could trust my sudden change of heart. It wasn’t his fault for doubting my kind gesture. I couldn’t blame him or his actions, my sudden change of attitude was unexpected even to me, should be enough to make him act that way. With the way I had been all tough and stubborn, now showing a sign of concern, I could understand him for not wanting to indulge anymore but I couldn’t stop trying. We may have started off the wrong way but with everything I said to him, he still showed me an act of kindness, something I hardly get from anyone. Wouldn’t be bad to do same, I walked closer to him. "It's okay, Aiden... you can talk to m

Aiden’s pov. Matthew leaned in close to my ear, his voice dropping to a silly whisper. "A little bird told me something... word is, you two were hitting it off in a dark corner last night, and that's why you couldn't make it back to the ceremony." My eyes widened as the gravity of his statement hit me. This wasn't just harmless locker room gossip, it was a dangerous lie. I got worked up, I reached out and grabbed him violently by the collar. "Who the fuck told you that?" "You might want to let me go, fuck boy," Matthew said, trying to play it cool. In response, I tightened my grip, twisting the fabric of his shirt into a tight fist. He saw the cold, uncompromising fury in my eyes and swallowed hard. "Look... Oscar overheard a couple of your guards talking before we left last night," he admitted quickly. He paused, searching my face to see if I'd loosen my grip, but I didn't budge. "After everything wrapped up, we waited for you at the gate. I tried calling your phone, but it w

Lila’s pov I let my rage take control of me as I pushed the tray hard and it came crashing on the floor. All eyes on me, I stood up to leave and he held me back. “Hey…” he grabbed my arm not hard just in a concerned way but what the fuck, I wasn’t going to listen. I tried to push his hand away but it was too firm, I couldn’t have expected less from an alpha’s son. Seeing I couldn’t break free from his grip. I went ballistic, using both hands to push and try to fight him, throwing my hands in waves of scratches but I wasn’t getting anywhere, i could hear murmurs and whispers but who cares. I just wanted to get my little fingers someone around his face and scratch him, like that would even be something, in matter of seconds, he would have healed up. I wanted him to let me go, whatever truce we had was over, I didn’t know how stupid I was doing that last night until this moment. Making myself quite vulnerable. “Lila…calm down!!” He warned me grabbing my second hand but his words on