POV: JaceI did train like I had nothing. That part, at least, wasn't an act. Five a.m. ice sessions, weight room in between classes, back on the ice again after practice until the rink manager kicked me out past ten most nights, running suicides until my legs gave out — because it was the only place in my life where I could make the noise in my head go quiet, even for an hour, even for a shift.I told myself I was building something — a legacy, a name, a life so big and so loud that it would drown out the memory of that hearing room: the long table under fluorescent lights, and the sound of my own voice saying you built everything on a lie.It didn't drown out. It just got quieter at the edges, so I almost couldn't hear it, most days.Almost."You've been off since the hearing," Ethan said, one night after practice, tossing me a water bottle in the empty locker room. Ethan Brooks had been my teammate since freshman year, and he had a way of saying things flat and plain, no dressing t
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