Semua Bab AWAKENING OF EVE: ANA’S DIARY OF SECRET STORIES: Bab 21 - Bab 30

15th January Dear dainty diary, I got cheated on. Sniffles! He cheated , and yet he lied. About everything.I can’t even begin to describe how I feel at this Momenet. I can feel my heart ripping out my chest.I feel like I want to die. I hate this feeling so much.A photographer? How did that even happen?If I ever forget about this day, Please remind me of how much it hurts. Xoxo,AnaI don’t have my diary with me so I typed my notes into my phone. It wasn’t at the same feeling like writing into the pages of its gothic-themed sheets, but this would suffice. I barely had any sleep last night. And when I said I needed Elias to take me home I didn’t know I would be stuck right here in one of the rooms at the beach house. From what we had heard a fire broke out later that night so we were restricted from driving along the barricaded road. Apparently Elias’s car had been the first jinx, taking all night to get fired up. I rolled the pad of my fingers over my temples . A sudden

17th JanuaryWhile he drove me home, his face remained blank, almost like he had his lips wrapped in silence. I tried to hold it in — my tears. I was strong, but it wasn't for long.I didn't realize when a strand of tears had streaked down my face. I wiped it off with a stern face. But more and more kept coming until I snapped.Elias had noticed. From how he suddenly pulled over, I realized. "Let it all out, Ana… it's okay to cry." I felt his hand gently pat my shoulder. My face was buried in my palms, knees pulled up to my thighs."I didn't deserve that," I said between sobs. "I was loyal.. I did everything he asked," I continued. My face had suddenly gone from white to rosy in split seconds. The kind of pain I felt in that moment was more than just heartbreak, it felt like betrayal. How could he?"I know how it feels, Ana…. I've been here before," Elias wiped my tears with the back of his hand, and these words fell off his lips. "You're not alone, Ana… I'm here," he said, offering a

17th JanuaryDear dainty diary,I hope today is any better than the one before.May the eyes of evil be swallowed by our intentionsto love and be loved.Amen!AnaI'd woken up to a low battery and a hundred and twenty missed calls from unknown numbers. Not one, nor two, nor three, but several. If I hadn't known any better, I'd have thought something crazy may have happened.Among the other missed calls, Mom's was listed at the bottom of the list. I wiped a bit of sleep from my eye and dialed her number carefully.(Mom): Hey honey, how've you been?Silence.(Mom): Baby?I sobbed loudly.(Me): Mom? I wanna come home!I hadn't realized how broken I was until we spoke. I left nothing out. I told her everything, how I'd met Reed, the party, the cheating, all of it. But even as we spoke I heard a man's voice, sharp from the background. She insisted on calling me back, but I knew exactly what that meant.She consoled me and we concluded that I'd have to visit home for a while. I ended the c

17th JanuaryDear dainty diary,I've got a new plan, which seems to be working.Before this day runs out, I'll make sure Ihave Reed on his knees, begging with tearsall over his silly face.And by the time I'm done with him, he'llnever want to hurt another girl ever again.You'll see!Xoxo,AnaWe sat down for the first class of the day, even though we had arrived a little late. The lecturer barely noticed our tardiness — he was late to class himself.Reed sat at a close distance from us, while his eyes didn't leave us. He would tilt his head at intervals. I caught his lower lip trembling with each stare.Elias was a born actor. He knew the exact stunts to pull that would get his eyes streaky. He would pull me in at intervals. Other times he pretended to wipe a pimple that he imagined sat on my forehead. Reed's eyes burned.Half the lecture fell on rocky ground, because I could barely get anything out of it. And when the class was finally over, I was the most excited.During our lu

17th JanuaryI slowed down deliberately, dragging my fist so slowly he could feel every ridge of my fingers. His cock throbbed,, the head shiny“You don’t get to come until I say. You don’t get to decide anything tonight.”He nodded frantically, eyes wet again. “Okay. Okay. Whatever you want. Just… touch me. Please keep touching me.”I resumed the rhythm, firmer now, faster, the wet sound of my hand on his cock filling the quiet room. His thighs trembled. Every muscle in his stomach clenched. He was panting open-mouthed, staring at my face like I was the only solid thing left in the world.Twack. Twack.My hand stroked the entire length of his thick cock. The veins stood out, engorged and dark. I shut my eyes for a second, fighting the urge to lean down and take him into my mouth. The flashbacks of his cheating hit me hard and kept me focused.His voice broke on my name. His hips jerked helplessly. I felt him swell impossibly harder, the pulse under my fingers rapid and desperate.“C