The cab ride back home was quiet, save for the hum of the engine and the blur of streetlights cutting through the tinted windows. In the back seat, my mind drifted entirely away from the road, pulled backward by the weight of the evening. The memory of Alex hit me in sudden, vivid waves—not just the way he looked tonight without his ring, but the raw, frantic history we shared. I thought of his bedroom, the constant, breathless heat between us at the back of the church, and that reckless quickie we squeezed into the church restroom right between service blocks, back when we were still tangled up in everything.It was a dangerous kind of hunger, and even though I had just left him at the lounge, the memory of those hidden spaces kept replaying behind my eyes, alongside all the times we stole moments back in school.When I finally got home, I went straight to my room to freshen up, washing away the stale air of the lounge. I lay down on my bed, letting out a long breath. Not quite long
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