My mother and Luca's mother had planned lunch before either of us ended the relationship, and neither wanted to cancel a friendship because our lives had become awkward. I understood that in principle. In practice, I stood at the top of the stairs when I heard Luca's mother arrive, wondering whether going down would look brave or simply expose me to questions I couldn't answer politely. My mother called that lunch was ready. There was no second voice belonging to Luca. I went downstairs carrying a glass I didn't need to return, grateful for something to do when I reached the kitchen.His mother hugged me lightly and congratulated me on the fellowship. I looked at my mother, who admitted she had shared the news that morning after asking whether it was all right to tell people. I had said yes and somehow forgotten that people included a woman whose son I still missed. Luca's mother said he hadn't mentioned hearing yet. I told her I planned to message him. She nodded, accepting the answe
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