Julian's question followed Noel around for days.Are you here because you want to be, or because it's easier than being anywhere else.He turned it over while he worked, while he lay awake, while he tried and failed to focus on anything that wasn't his own tangled head. He didn't have a clean answer. He knew that not having one was, in itself, an answer Julian deserved to hear.When Noel went back to the gym, the change was immediate and unmistakable. Julian greeted him the same as always, friendly, polite, nothing cruel in it, but something had gone careful between them that hadn't been there before. The teasing that used to come easily now arrived a beat late, a little forced, like both of them were reaching for something that had quietly slipped out of reach.Noel tried a joke about his form on the bench press. Julian laughed, but it wasn't the same laugh. It was the laugh of someone being polite, not someone who was actually enjoying himself.Noel felt the absence of their old eas
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