All Chapters of MASTER, I'M ADDICTED TO LUST : Chapter 11 - Chapter 20

DEAN I woke up with a sharp pain in the back of my head.When I tried to open my eyes, I only saw a bright, irritating blur.Then I closed my eyes again, and some scenes from my furious outburst came to mind. I had beaten the bastard who was making out with Eva."Did I kill him?" I thought, knowing that it was a good chance I had.When my anger was unleashed, I couldn't control myself.That made me destroy everything around me.This was not something I was proud of, and so I did everything I could to hide this dark side of myself.I didn't fall in love; I didn't have friends.I didn't get emotionally involved with anyone, not even my own family.Because I knew I wouldn't be able to handle any disappointment they would give me, and they already had.Ever since I was little, I've felt this uncontrollable anger.It was awakened in my first school fight. A fat boy, taller than me, had provoked me, saying I was a bastard son and that my mother was a whore.That event triggered my anger

EVAAfter picking Frank up from the hospital, I took him to my house because he said he wanted to spend the night with me.Since I was now his girlfriend, and certainly liked him too.I accepted.When we entered my house.We went to the living room, and Frank started smiling."Why is he smiling? After all, it was here that Dean beat him almost to death." I thought, confused."What do you think about continuing where we left off?" he asked, as if he had erased the tragic event from his mind."Well, I think that..." I was going to deny it, but he seemed so happy with the idea, so I gave in. "Okay."He approached me slowly, looking into my eyes.He trailed his finger on my face in admiration and kissed me passionately.I didn't feel even one-third of what I felt when Dean kissed me, but I already knew that from the beginning. That wasn't the point; the point was that I needed Frank to take this anguish off my chest.Frank deepened the kiss and began to caress my body with his soft, dem

EVAIt's been a week since I heard from Dean.For some reason, I couldn't stop thinking about his confession.He said he loved me, and even though part of me doubted his feelings.The other part was ecstatic to hear those words.I wasn't entirely sure what I felt for Dean, but I knew it was much more than what I felt for Frank.After that day, I wasn't the same with Frank.He pretended everything was fine, but I knew it wasn't, and that I was fooling myself and fooling him at the same time.And every time I tried to talk to him about it, I couldn't, because he would change the subject.I refused to have sex with him again because I wasn't going to fake another orgasm just to please him and sink deeper into this superficial charade.Frank's feelings for me were real, but now I realized mine weren't.I was trying to use him to forget Dean, but it wasn't working the way I'd hoped.The words "I love you" that Dean said to me kept repeating

EVA The following weeks were filled with fun alongside my naughty boyfriend.I visited Dean every day at the hospital, and he always found a way to grab me when the nurse left us alone.Of course, there was no sex due to his injuries.But I can say that the more time passed, the more heated things became.Finally, on the fifth day of the fourth week, Dean was discharged.I took him to his apartment.There we exchanged some caresses and made out a bit, but we stopped as soon as Dean felt a pain in one of his ribs."I told you that you weren't healed yet," I said, reprimanding him."But my Angel, I can't wait any longer to be inside you," Dean said, making a sad face."He's so dramatic," I thought, remembering the many times he made a scene at the hospital just so the doctor would let me stay with him longer."I'm not going to risk having sex with you and then having to take you back to the hospital," I said, making a disapproving face."You're exaggerating, my Angel," Dean said, appro

DEAN After the wonderful blowjob Eva gave me, I lay down on the bed and watched her get dressed for work.She was an hour late."You keep manipulating me with sex," she muttered sulkily as she buttoned her shirt for the second time that morning."I doubt you'd say you didn't like it." I raised an eyebrow as I watched her stare at me with those eyes that never refused a challenge."I didn't like it," she stammered at the end.I smiled, satisfied with my victory."But that's not fair, I'm a terrible little liar," she said, making a sore loser face."You really are," I confessed, barely managing to suppress a mocking laugh."You're such a naughty boyfriend!" Eva exclaimed, laughing along with me."And you're a very hot girlfriend," I retorted, pulling her by the waist."No way, Dean," she said, removing my hands that were squeezing her butt. "I have to go to work."No, there isn't. - I said, squeezing her butt again."Of course I do," she said, pushing my hands away from her butt again