EVAThe days following Dean's departure from my life were monotonous and mechanical.I would wake up, go to work.I would visit Frank in the hospital, then go back home and stay awake most of the night.My weekends consisted of masturbating while watching porn and listening to every depressing song imaginable.I hadn't had decent sex in a month, and my body felt like a ticking time bomb ready to explode at any moment.I wasn't eating properly, and as far as I remember.My last visit to the scale, I had lost three kilos.Maybe it's all in my head, but one part of my body craved Dean's touch, and the other wanted him as far away as possible.Despite my supposed decline, I was fine; yes, I had to be fine. After all, it was because of Dean entering my life that I found myself in this situation.He changed me, used me, or rather, he hurt me, even if more mentally than physically.I no longer felt like myself, and that had to change. I needed someone to make me happy, someone who could re
Last Updated : 2026-08-07
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