KESSAGrief doesn’t wait for a good moment to arrive. I learned that in a cell where grief had nowhere to go and no one to witness it, and I was learning it again now, walking a service road with my father’s weight between two men who used to be strangers to loss like this and weren’t anymore.I didn’t cry. I want that on record, even now — not because I didn’t feel it, but because crying required a kind of surrender I didn’t have room for yet. There’d be time to fall apart later, assuming later ever arrived. Right now there was a body, and a road, and the specific, narrow kind of attention it takes to put one foot in front of the other when the alternative is collapsing somewhere a killer might still be watching.Dorian walked beside me, close enough that his shoulder found mine every few steps, an anchor he didn’t ask permission to be and I didn’t have it in me to refuse. Ronan and Cassian carried my father between them, careful in a way that made my thr
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