Pregnancy made me think differently about his brother.Maybe because suddenly I understood how deeply the fear of losing someone could shape a person. Every day, I carried the fragile knowledge that something inside me depended on me, and with that came a fear I had never known before—the fear of losing someone before I had even had the chance to know them.One evening, we were sitting quietly on the rooftop.The city stretched beneath us, glowing with thousands of lights. Cars moved like tiny sparks along the distant roads, and the cool evening breeze brushed against my skin.He had been unusually quiet.I didn’t ask what was wrong.I had learned that sometimes silence was the only safe place for certain memories.Then, after several minutes, he spoke.“I wonder what he’d think of all this.”I turned toward him.His voice was soft.His older brother.The one I had never met.The one whose death had changed everything.He hadn’t spoken about him in months. I had heard pieces of the st
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