Safety, I discovered, had a rhythm. For Lindiwe Mokoena, safety sounded like the hiss of the kettle at 6:00 AM and the rhythmic thumping of Naledi’s toy blocks on the floor. It smelled like burnt sourdough toast and the sharp, metallic scent of drafting pencils. My life had become a loop of domesticity that would have bored the old Palesa to tears, but for me, it was a sanctuary. Every morning was the same: tea, toast, blueprints, and baby. I leaned into the routine because predictability was the opposite of the chaos Michael had cultivated. In the predictability, I found my strength. "You're staring at that blueprint again," Tinah remarked, sliding a plate of slightly charred toast onto the table. "You've been looking at that community clinic design for twenty minutes. Either it's a masterpiece or you're stuck." I blinked, coming back to the present. "It's not a masterpiece yet.
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