Late summer did not so much end as thicken.The air held weight. The stone held heat. My body held a person who had run out of polite ways to share space and had begun, instead, to demand it with elbows and heels and the occasional sharp internal nudge that made me stop mid-sentence and recalculate the entire idea of posture. Seventh month turned toward eighth the way a held breath turns toward the necessity of air—inevitable, slightly panicked, and still, somehow, exactly what we had asked for.I woke most mornings already tired.Not the clean tiredness of work. The deeper kind, the kind that lived in the hips and the lower back and the continuous private effort of carrying what could no longer be mistaken for anything except a child about to arrive. Tristan woke with me more often than he slept past me. The bond had become a night watch. When I turned, he turned. When the child staged a war against my ribs at the second bell, his palm was already there, warm, wordless, present.On o
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