After I finished tutoring Tessa, she said, "Nelly, you're really amazing. I want to learn from you." "You don't need to learn from me," I said. "Just walk your own path." She nodded and left with her laptop in her arms. I sat at my desk and opened the drawer. I had framed the taped-together poster and hung it on the wall above my bed. The tear marks were still there, but that made them stand out even more. I had placed the taped-together receipt under my pillow and put the broken water cup on the highest shelf of the bookcase. I no longer used it, but I could not bring myself to throw it away. My phone lit up. It was a voice message from my mother. "Sweetheart, did you get the beef jerky? You said it tasted good last time, so I made another five pounds." I smiled. "I got it, Mom. It tastes good. Stop making it, though. It's too heavy." "Too heavy? I'm happy to make it." As I laughed, my eyes became red again. - It was drizzling the day my official letter for the PhD
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