KarinaSouthwark Cathedral at half past six in the morning belonged to the pigeons and the cleaners, and I had chosen it because I wished to be killed, if killing came, in a place that smelled of stone and candle wax.I stood in the north transept in my scarlet coat with my gloved hands folded over a small black tablet, watching the light climb through the rose window and fall across the flagstones in long coloured blades. The old building was freezing, and my breath rose in thin clouds, and somewhere in the nave a vacuum cleaner droned beneath a faint and tuneless whistle. I had told Julien to wait in the car, and he had begged me with his eyes to let him come, and I had refused him because I could not bear to have a witness to what I was about to do.I had barely slept. The Chairman had telephoned at three to dictate my words in his warm and measured voice, and he had reminded me, in the tone of a physician discussing a minor procedure, that a small girl in a pale blue nightdress wa
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