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MariannaThe Hedlund Room had a long table, a screen, a carafe of coffee that tasted like warm brown water, and a lawyer.The lawyer's name was Sandra. She had given this presentation four hundred times, and it showed. There were six of us: me, Jill, two IT contractors, a new cafeteria manager, and the third intern, who said "Callum" and then nothing else for two hours. I respected that."Welcome," Sandra said. "Everything you're about to sign is normal. I say that up front because every group has one person who reads page nine and panics. Page nine is normal. It's all normal."Jill raised her hand. "What's on page nine?""And you're the person. Great. We'll get there."The stack was real. Forty pages

MariannaThe iguanas were falling out of the trees the morning Duane came back into my life.That's not a metaphor. That's Miami in the first week of January 2018. A cold front had come down from Canada like a bill collector, the temperature hit the low forties overnight, and the iguanas — who are cold-blooded and dramatic — went stiff and dropped out of the trees onto sidewalks and windshields all over the county. The local news ran a segment telling people not to put them in their cars to warm them up, because they wake up. Jill watched it three times."They're not dead," she said, delighted, in her softshell over pajamas over a second pair of pajamas. "They're just stunned.The reporter said stunned. Mari, that's my new favorite medical status."

MariannaDuane wasn't on the schedule Friday.I knew this on Wednesday, because I'm the one who writes the schedule on the whiteboard, which is a little like being the weather girl for your own heart. Thursday, eight a.m., protocol. Friday: doctors' review, off-site. No patient. The bay would be mine all morning, towels and logs and the reserve driver's ankle at ten.I noticed how much I noticed the empty Friday. I put that in the archive too, under problems, ongoing.So Friday was quiet. Renate left at eleven for a conference call. Juho was upstairs recalibrating something and swearing at it in Finnish. And at twelve fifteen, the front desk called back to the bay and said, in the voice of a woman who had already been won over: "Reyes? There's a young man here

MariannaMarcus' right hand, the one that had been resting on the steering wheel, slid down to my waist, his thumb tracing the sliver of bare skin where my polo had ridden up.It's fine. Normal couples do this.His hand was warm, but it felt scalding against my skin. The calluses from the batting cages were rough. He broke the kiss for a second, pressing his lips to my jaw, down the line of my neck."You smell good," he whispered against my skin.I didn't answer. I couldn't. My vocal cords felt paralyzed.His hand moved up.It slipped under the hem of my shirt.The moment his fingers made direct, uninterrupted contact with the skin of my ribs

MariannaI woke up face-down in my mattress, the sheets tangled around my legs like a straitjacket. My head felt like it had been packed with wet cement. I forced my eyes open, wincing as the harsh, unapologetic January sunlight slashed through the gaps in my blinds, cutting across the floorboards. It was almost eleven in the morning. I hadn't slept until four.I rolled over, staring at the popcorn ceiling. I waited for the usual Saturday sounds of the Reyes household to filter upstairs—the clatter of plates, the smell of frying plantains, the booming volume of a Spanish news broadcast, or my mother yelling into a phone on speaker.Nothing. The house was a tomb.I dragged myself out of bed, my limbs feeling like they belonged to someone else. I threw on