( Marlowe)I cried for exactly four minutes.I want that number on the record too, the same way Jo would later insist on hers, because I think it matters that I allowed myself precisely that much, sitting on the stone wall by the greenhouse with Kael's words still settling into my chest, before something in me stood back up and started thinking again.I'm not unstable. I never was.It should have felt like enough, that sentence, spoken plainly by someone with no reason to lie to me. For four minutes, it was enough. Then the old part of me, the part that used to sit across from men twice my age and make them wait for an answer, surfaced through the relief with a colder, more useful question underneath it.Now what.Because knowing the truth and proving it to a room full of people who'd spent three years constructing the opposite story were two entirely different problems, and I'd learned that particular lesson the hard way, over and over, every time I'd handed someone a reasonable ques
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