The girl you were at eighteen really did love me.When I came back to myself, I looked at the young Claire, who was now sobbing uncontrollably.“Claire, now that you’ve seen everything, can you promise to stay away from me?”Her breath caught.Neither of us spoke as we struggled to collect ourselves.After a long time, she finally broke the silence.“You’re disappointed in me because of who I become at thirty, aren’t you?”“Yes.”“If I listen to you and stay out of your life, you’ll be happier, won’t you?”“Yes.”“You don’t love me anymore, do you?”Tears slipped down my face before I even realized I was crying.I tried to smile, but it looked more painful than tears.The answer caught in my throat.“Yes.”“Okay.“I promise.”My hands curled into fists at my sides.I smiled, even as my heart hurt more than ever.“Thank you.”Thank you for trying to protect me when I was in danger.Thank you for truly loving me once.And thank you for agreeing to leave me.“One la
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