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The spare key is under the third flowerpot, the one with the dead geranium. I drop it twice. My fingers have stopped working, and I can't tell if it's the cold or the other thing."Grandma?"No answer. The house smells the way it always does, oranges and lavender soap and old tea, but the air sits wrong. Still. Held. I slap the switch and the front room jumps into yellow light.Her armchair, the crocheted blanket kicked onto the floor. A cup of tea on the side table with a skin on top. Her reading glasses, folded, right beside the cup.She doesn't walk to the bathroom without those glasses."Grandma!"My voice runs up the stairs and comes back down empty. I run to the kitchen. A plate with half a slice of toast. The kettle, cold under my palm. Six crates stacked by the back door for tomorrow's market, oranges on top, and her cane missing off its hook. An orange pill bottle lies on its side under the table, and one white tablet has rolled across the tile.I pick it up. My hand shakes s

"Dad. Put it down."I don't recognize my own voice. It's low and flat and it doesn't shake, which is stranger than anything else that's happened tonight. My feet are already moving. I cross the three steps to the bed and close my hand around the pen before it can touch the paper.My father doesn't let go. "Stay out of it, Venice.""She's on a heart monitor.""She wants to sign.""Does she?" I look down at Grandma. She's blinking at the folder like she's trying to read it through a window covered in steam. "Grandma. Do you know what's on that page?""Gerry says it's for the fruit," she mumbles. "For the fruit.""It's not for the fruit." I pull my father's fingers off the pen, one at a time, and he lets me, I think out of pure surprise. I hold the folder up under the light. "This is a transfer of her stall, her license, and every cent in her savings book. All in your name.""For safekeeping," my mother says, brisk and hurt. "Don't be dramatic, Venny. Nobody's robbing anybody.""At midni

I wake up with a crick in my neck and a small, warm hand curled inside mine, and for a few seconds I lie there blinking at a ceiling I don't recognize, breathing in lavender and cough syrup, trying to work out why my whole body aches like I've slept on a staircase. Then it comes back in a rush. Liz's apartment. The armchair I dragged beside her bed at midnight when her fever climbed past a hundred and one, the thermometer on the nightstand, the glass of water long since gone warm.She's still asleep on her side with her knuckles tucked under her chin, the fever finally broken, one strand of gold hair stuck across her cheek where the tears dried. She looks about nineteen, exactly the way she looked asleep over a chemistry textbook in the university library, when I used to stand at the end of the table pretending to hunt for a book just so I could stay and watch her breathe. My throat tightens the old, helpless way.I ease my fingers out of hers one at a time, holding my breath. She fro

VENICE Grandma wakes up at half past four in the afternoon, and the first thing she says is, "Who put the television on? I can hear a game show."Nobody put the television on. There isn't one. I'm standing at the foot of her bed in the recovery ward with both hands clamped over my mouth, because my knees have turned to water and I'm afraid of what noise will come out if I let go, and my grandmother is lying there with a tube in her arm and her braid undone, squinting at the ceiling like it owes her money."Grandma." My voice cracks in the middle. "It's me.""I know it's you. I'm not blind." Her eyes find me, glassy and slow, and her mouth does a small, crooked thing that makes my chest hurt. "You look terrible. Did you eat?"I laugh so hard it turns into a sob, and I have to sit down on the edge of the bed with my forehead against her blanketed knee. Her hand lands on my hair, light and dry, and pats twice."Hush," she says. "I'm tired. I need soup. Real soup, with pepper, not that g

VENICEThe woman at the till in the hospital cafeteria stops halfway through ringing up my soup and stares at my face the way you'd stare at a receipt that doesn't add up. She's about fifty, in a hairnet, with a name tag that says Dot, and her eyes slide down to my cheek, climb back to my eyes, and narrow."Hang on," she says. "Aren't you her?""Who?""The wife. The one from the video." She twists around to the girl stacking trays behind her, not bothering to lower her voice. "Tanya, come here, isn't this the one?"The line behind me goes quiet in that particular way, every shuffling foot and rattling tray suddenly very interested, and the heat starts in my neck and crawls up. "I'm here to see my grandmother.""Tanya says you shoved that poor girl in a car park.""I didn't shove anybody.""That's not what it says online.""Then the internet should've come and stood in the car park with me." It's out before I can stop it, too loud and too sharp, bouncing off the tiles. A man in a gown