After the memorial, Gemma gave Mom, Lila, and Sophia a hard drive. It held videos I had recorded over the three years since I lost my voice. Back then, I believed they would understand if I could just find a way to explain myself clearly.In the first video, I was fresh out of the hospital, with the wound on my throat still healing. I stood outside the bedroom I gave up for Evan, struggling with signs I was only beginning to learn.[I don't mind letting him have the room, but my doctor said I need somewhere quiet to recover. Downstairs, I'm right next to the kitchen. Between the noise and the pain, I can't sleep.]That same day, Mom told our relatives the injury changed me. According to her, I was so difficult now that I wouldn't even give my brother a bedroom.The second video was about Grandpa's watch.I kept explaining that he had given it to me when I enlisted. I just wanted it back.Mom called it an old watch and said it wasn't worth fighting with my brother over.In the
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