My first year after leaving New York, I worked at an independent hotel consulting firm in Boston.The second year, I moved back to Maine and opened a small studio with a friend.Of course, it wasn't smooth sailing the whole way.For a while, we could barely make rent. For three weeks straight, I slept four hours a night and made a six-hour round trip for a contract with a small inn.But every decision was mine.Even when I got it wrong, I didn't have to wait for someone else to clean up after me.When Alex appeared in the doorway of my studio, I looked at him for a long time.He'd lost some weight, and the fatigue showed around his eyes.What surprised me most was that he hadn't brought a crowd of his men with him.A black car was parked across the street with the driver waiting inside.Two years ago, he wouldn't have come to see me like this. Back then, before Alex entered an unfamiliar place, someone always checked the exits, the back door, and the cars outside. He rarely went anywhe
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