The next day, I went to the hospital.I saw a wife who hadn't slept all night, children waiting for their father to wake up, an old mother outside the resuscitation room.Their frightened, hollow stares scraped across my face like a dull knife.I understood their fear of losing someone they loved, because I had just lost my child."My son is only twenty-four," the old mother said, gripping my hand."If he doesn't make it, the Don will get him justice, won't he?"I couldn't answer. I could only hold her hand tighter."You have to hold on. When he wakes up, he'll need to see you."We wept in each other's arms, each drowning in our own abyss.By the time I got back to the estate, it was past noon.I went upstairs alone and started packing.In the drawer, I found a yellowed notebook.It was filled with the names we'd picked out for our child.In the end, we'd decided on Andre for a boy and Dolores for a girl.My fingertips traced the words, like touching my child's soft little face.The ne
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