Lahat ng Kabanata ng The Captain I Shouldn't Want: Kabanata 1 - Kabanata 10

SERA’S POV: “How long is this going to take?” I tossed another scrambled piece of paper into the bin next to my bed that soon got to a grave of failed confessions. My face fell into my palms. It's the last day of the break and I can’t bring myself to do this? All my years, I’ve bottled up emotions that I didn’t dare confess. “It’s easy” they said but no one talks about the pain that comes with confessing to a guy that happens to be your own best friend. “What? We’ve been close for years, why panic now? You’ve said worse things in front of him? Why get shy over a simple ‘I like you?” I scolded myself. I sat up and began writing another letter to “Dear Devin” Crestmont Academy of arts and athletics hadn’t been a really good place for me but with Devin, I could go through the days without feeling lonely. Though we belonged to different clubs, we still found a way to meet, but someone always interrupted us. “Sera!” a voice called from outside. I put the papers away immediately

SERA'S POV: I held the kiss for a while before breaking it. Damien looked at me but I couldn’t tell what he felt Anger? Shock? Whatever, I ran out of the room, bumping Devin-who had witnessed it by the shoulder. I got out to where other students were but I didn’t want to meet anyone at the moment. “Sera” Devin caught my wrist “What?” I snapped at him, furious. “What was that?” he asked “You’re not blind, what does it look like?” I replied and took my hand from his “What is this attitude? What is wrong with you?” he raised his voice “Why are you bothered? I didn’t say anything about yours” my eyes stung with tears again but I won’t allow it. My heart was heavy like though an amount of knives were holding it down. “I didn’t do it” “Oh I suppose I was hallucinating you and Anna making out in that room” I scoffed “Why him though? You know who he is to me? It could have been anyone else” his voice dropped “The same goes to you” I raised my voice “Anna’s not someone I’m comfo

SERA'S POV. I got back to the apartment about to go in when the door next door clicked open from inside. I didn't look towards him and just tried to open mine. The keys kept fumbling in my hands till it fell. I felt my face burn from embarrassment. I tried to crouch down to get the keys, buying him enough time to at least help a woman in need. He was no longer there. What? He's so unreal for his attitude. "Can't even help a struggling schoolmate?" I muttered before going into the house. Mum had sent several texts : did you move already? :why aren't you picking up my calls And many others. I sighed while I chewed in frustration. Then, I glanced at my injured leg and ankle. Anna, she must've felt threatened when I mentioned the center stage. It's only a few weeks away and my recovery would take those weeks. She played well, doesn't mean I'll sit back. The center stage might not work but something else will. What's she so afraid of losing? After my meal, I was too

Sera's POV: The academy's social page didn't go quiet immediately. They kept talking about Damien and I. "What the hell? Damien isn't even dating her" "They're going against the rules" Another said. Well not anymore! I stared at my reflection, already dressed up then I stepped out. Just as I turned to leave, I almost bumped into Damien who had been waiting there for God knows how long. Remembering what I did yesterday, I wasn't ready to meet him. I stepped aside about to walk away then — "Stop" He said. Like magic, my feet hit pause. "What do you want?" I asked, somewhat rude. He tilted his head, with a faint smile tugging at his lips "That's too rude for the girl who was begging me desperately to date her yesterday" He said. Offended, I faced him "Begged you?" Okay, maybe I did but, begged you?! I scoffed "What do you want, dear Damien" I said, forcing a little bit of politeness. He crossed his arms around his chest "Just because I agreed to fake date you doesn'

The ballet competition was approaching and the final rehearsal was happening.I got dressed in loose clothes and headed out. Damien was just coming out of his apartment tooWe stared at each other or a second“What are you looking at?” I asked “At least dress with a little bit of sense in it” he stated before leaving.“Before the elevator door closed, I yelled “How I dress is none of your business!".I went back into my apartment, mood ruined already. Then, I caught my reflection, compared it to how pretty other girls looked.Ugh!!!I changed to better clothes, still no match but i had to go to the academy either ways.I walked through the gates of the academy and a black car drove pass.It hadn't gone far when it stopped.The window went down then a lady peeped out"Sera" A woman waved me over.Devin's mum."Oh, Mrs. Will" I walked over to her"Come in, you don't look fine" She pushed the door open.Because of how close or families were, I had no choice but to get in."I haven't se