On Wednesday morning, Evelyn drove me to Midtown while the medication was working steadily.I had two good hours.Before the notaries and the witnessing attorney, I signed my advance directives and durable healthcare authorization.My right hand shook.The letters were still neat.I read every provision.If complications left me unconscious or my organs began to fail, I did not want intubation, mechanical ventilation, defibrillation, or invasive measures that would only prolong dying.I named Evelyn my sole healthcare agent.Damian was not to make those decisions for me.We were still married while the case proceeded.That did not mean I wanted him controlling the end of my life.When I finished the last letter, I put down the pen.For years, I had imagined dying beneath lights, surrounded by tubes, unable to tell anyone to stop.I let out a long breath.This, too, was settled.Evelyn’s eyes were red as she sealed the originals in a document pouch.She helped me outside.The noon sun h
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