I slept on and off.In the morning, Lucian seemed to have forgotten the whole thing.He made pancakes, humming, and called me down to eat.Before he left, he hugged me, kissed me, and told me not to forget to get some sun.At noon, he texted.Babe, you looking at your phone? Accept Serena's request.I didn't know how to answer.So I didn't.A while later, another one.Babe, your birthday's next week. Serena wants to take you to dinner. What do you feel like?I didn't answer that either.Is avoidance shameful? Yes.Does it work? Also yes.He stopped texting.That night he came home from work and didn't say hi.He ate dinner without a word.After dinner, out of nowhere: "Why didn't you answer me?"I kept scrolling and didn't look up. "Didn't see it."Lucian stared at me.He took a few deep breaths, sat on the couch, and turned on the TV without really watching it.A long time later, he said, "I don't know what else I can do to make you feel secure."I went still.I dug my nails into my p
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