Serafina’s POVClara was born on a rainy morning near the end of summer.There was nothing graceful about labor. I sweated, swore, gripped my mother’s hand, and told Helen several times that I had changed my mind about the entire process.Helen assured me I was not the first woman to say so.My father stayed outside with a bag he had packed three weeks earlier. It contained baby clothes, a blanket, two books, and enough food for a small expedition.No one needed to send for him.No one had to convince my mother to stay.When Clara finally cried, I made a sound that seemed to come from somewhere deeper than breath.Helen placed her against my chest.She was warm and furious, her little face scrunched with indignation. One hand opened against my skin, then closed again.“Hello,” I whispered.It was all I could manage.Ayla pressed close in my mind, quiet with wonder.For months, I had been afraid that every sharp pain, every frightened night, every moment I failed to protect myself would
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