All Chapters of The Hybrid Alpha and His Rejected Mate: Chapter 41 - Chapter 50

Chapter 41KARAWinter. To others, it was another season but to me, it was the season of hope, harmony and elation. I painted winter differently. I saw it as beauty and disguise. It hid everything ugly and important with its white drop of softness. It was more of a surprise, you couldn't find out what was there except you dug through.The last few months had been hectic, I had been indoors for months crocheting my days away and I was used to finding tranquility in my space. The world moved faster when one was occupied.My room was my solace, just as much as the beach was but since the chilly days began, I never sat at the window for it was beginning to get cold in my room.The pack was stable and at peace for months since Priscilla's death but we were always ready to cause chaos could begin at any point. Whenever we thought the storm was over, a hurricane always began.I held out the pink baby booties I was crocheting before the mirror and admired the beauty I had created. Lately, I h

Chapter 43JAXONThe instant those words left my mouth I knew I was going to regret it but I couldn't stop myself.I was an Alpha, I was supposed to be a leader, and I was meant to have control over my emotions. I was meant to mask my pain as a man and put on a calm face but it didn't make me feel like a person. Rather, it made me seem like I was built to do what others wanted, not what I was supposed to. That's how it worked right, fight, protect and stay. As an Alpha, it was your people before you but lately, I was losing it.If I hadn't been swift, she would have caught me and what would have happened? She'd hate me when she knew about other horrible things I did, she'd taunt me all my life and I couldn't endure anyone who made me feel inferior. I couldn't endure anyone who made me feel like I was imperiled. Kara made me feel like I needed to be on guard around her and it scared me. I hated how she slandered me and called me a murderer. I hated that she thought I was liable for eve

Chapter 45JAXONI spent the rest of my days working and attending pack meetings. I was engrossed in my work, so much so that it didn't occur to me that I hadn't seen Kara in five days since our foible. I sent all of my women on solo trips to the places they've always wanted to go because I needed my space.Jared had been a good friend, supporting and assisting me in the ways he could and ever since that day he never mentioned a word about Kara. It made me less remorseful and I was able to divert all my attention to my work.Today was one of those days when I took a break to be able to make up for things I've missed out on, as I barely had time for myself. Although I wanted to spend the day at the gym, Jared asked me to hang out with him and his mate. I would've politely declined but I had missed spending time outside the whole pack and Alpha drama so I decided to go. With Kara. I was going to ask her to go with me because I couldn't be watching when Jared and his mate were at it.I k

Chapter 47JAXONOne year later...They say, if you love something let it go.If it comes back to you then it was meant for you, but if it doesn't then it's not yours.Lies.If you love something, never let it go, for it may never return to you. It may find someone better, who would love and nurture it. Someone who would give it all you never did. When you love something, protect it and keep it, invest in it, for not everyone has the heart to return to someone who let them down.Seasons passed and days turned into weeks, months turned into a year but I couldn't get over her. KARA. Her name was inscribed in my heart and I couldn't love anyone else nor could I focus.None of my women were able to make me feel good. None of them cared about me, all they demanded was money, gifts and more money. My life was bleak. Whenever I asked any of them to help me with something, they bluntly said to me, "We're not your slave, Jaxon. You can't find a Kara in us."On days when I was hurt, I had to ta

Chapter 49KARAI hurried inside the tent, careful not to wake up the sleeping baby. Axel came in after me, he's been staring weirdly at me ever since we left the woods. I placed my son on the bed gently and kissed his forehead while tears welled up in my eyes. I didn't want to lose him.He was a chubby healthy boy with a head full of black curls and dimples in both cheeks that appeared effortlessly. He had long dark lashes that hid his bright amber eyes. He was my pretty boy.I had no regrets about keeping him. I was scared I couldn't do it but I did. I took care of my son and gave him everything he could ever need, everything my father couldn't be. I was determined to be a great mother and never blame my child for my misfortune like my father did me."Are you okay? You looked tense when I appeared," Axel said.I forcefully tore my gaze away from my son and met his, "I'm fine.""Kara, I know when you're fine and when you're not. Stop lying," he said."You know nothing," I cried out,