جميع فصول : الفصل -الفصل 10

 CIANA  Today is supposed to be my first day at school. It ends up I’m in a hospital when I woke up. I wasn’t dreaming. I have a fresh wound, and the trauma is still inhabiting my body and soul. “Hey! Are you listening?” I am dragged back to reality and turn my head to look at Jethro. I roll my eyes on him. “This is not that serious. I can go to school tomorrow. I am perfectly fine,” I spoke, and show my perfect set of teeth. 

CIANA August 1803 I wish I never invited him to Jetroe’s party. Something happened. The message is surprisingly very short today. I feel a little bit tired since I only sleep like 4 hours. I got eventually drowned by crazy thoughts. At the same time, my head is too slow to figure things out. Now the thing that’s bothering me most, is the thought about the future. Airo won’t probably make it there. Does it mean, the sender lives in the future and she knows what will actually happen next? The sender, is she my future self? 

CIANAHe is back wearing his blank expression when he guides me inside his house. The house is huge and luxurious with dominant white paint. It is two-storey and has a wide area outside with a swimming pool and a garden. I see three different luxurious cars and fountains too.I feel like a walking trash between bundles of gold. My black shirt and black jeans are too simple for this place. I look at Airo’s back when he halts in front of his brother’s coffin. He is a lucky guy born in such a family but he seems like being left alone and is dead with emotions. But now, I can see he is not that dead inside his heart. He is wearing a mask, I presume.I s

CIANAA figure of a woman with full make up wearing different colors of body con dress, is the image I can recall about my biological mom. I see her drink, smoke and bring random men almost every night. I was five back then and I don’t understand things that much. She laughs with them, but never with me. I can’t even remember if we had a conversation.  I thought it's what mothers normally do, but when I see the outside world, I realize it's not. My mother is not one of those typical parents and she does not have a single man for her life. She ignores me all the time and leaves me in the hous

CIANA “What are you doing here? I sent you a text last night, right? I have changed my plans.” My arms are crossed while looking at Jethro in front of my room. He is so early and is wearing his crazy smile with him. His two hands landed on my shoulders and pushed me inside. “Well whatever it is, I want to be part of it.” He barges in and I can’t even stop him. He is too strong. “Okay fine.”