Belen
The afternoon I underwent a surgical pregnancy termination at Boston Women's Medical Center, I came across a video a travel blogger had just posted.
The title read: [Tuscany's Most Romantic Olive-Tree Vow: A man gets down on one knee and fastens a silver bracelet engraved with "Yours Alone, for Life" around the wrist of the woman he loves.]
In the video, a man knelt beneath a centuries-old olive tree, fastening a silver bracelet around a young woman's wrist. Tourists gathered around, clapping and cheering. The girl threw herself into his arms with a laugh, and he leaned down to press a kiss to her forehead.
The moment I saw his profile, the billing receipts in my hand scattered across the floor.
Half an hour earlier, the doctor had told me the fetus had stopped developing. I was lying in the recovery room, my abdomen still seeping blood. Every other patient had a partner or family member at their side. Beside my bed sat an empty chair.
He was my husband, Daniel Cole.
Eight years ago, we met in the industrial design lab at our state university. He was so broke he could barely cover rent on his teaching assistant's salary. We used to split a cold slice of pizza in the studio at two in the morning, sketching each other into every blueprint of our future. Later we got married, and together we founded Shoreline Design Lab.
I had always believed that if you stood by someone through their hardest, leanest years, they would never betray you.
The girl wearing the silver bracelet, her face flushed with shy delight, was Claire Winston, the intern designer I had personally brought into the company.
Two hours ago, Claire had posted in the company group chat saying she had caught the flu and could barely get out of bed. Daniel had also texted me a blurry photo of a conference room, claiming he was accompanying investors on a factory tour and might be unreachable for the next few days.
Yet while I lay alone on that freezing operating table, losing our baby before it had even begun