Verdant Summer
Keane Mercer was the captain of the Boston Blades, one of the biggest teams in professional hockey. We'd been together for five years, and I hadn't missed a single one of his games.
I could never get seats near the glass. Every game, I settled for the best spot I could find in a corner, lifting my camera to capture every moment he was on the ice.
I asked him once. "Could you save me a seat in the friends-and-family section just once? The view is so much better from there."
He didn't even look up. "I'm the captain. I can't play favorites. Maybe another time."
He never said when "another time" would be. I never asked again.
The friends-and-family seat remained empty season after season.
Until the semifinals this year. For the first time, someone was sitting there.
She was a young woman with a warm, bright smile, standing with the help of a crutch.
Every time Keane scored, his eyes found hers. When the final buzzer sounded, he skated straight to the stands, lifted her effortlessly into his arms, and carried her out, shielding her as they disappeared into the crowd.
I lowered my camera, packed away my gear, and walked out of the arena alone.
Then I reopened the transfer offer I'd deleted and clicked "Accept".
If I was never going to have a place in Keane's friends-and-family section, then I was done waiting on the sidelines. It was time to build a life that belonged to me.