Eleven
The graduate school admissions are nearing an end.
At the same time, a post titled, "What Happened to the Boy Who Left the Last Two Questions Blank for You?" goes viral.
Amid countless comments criticizing people who throw away their futures for love, one young woman's boastful comment stands out.
She writes, "Back then, he left the last two questions blank just so he could attend the same college as me. Now, he gives up his chance to attend graduate school abroad so that we won't have to enter a long-distance relationship. He says that between his future and me, I'll always be more important."
Those who know they are loved always have the confidence to take it for granted.
As soon as the comment is posted, countless replies pour in. There are envious replies and increasing arguments over the topic.
I feel a twinge of envy because my boyfriend and I are the exact opposite.
When my boyfriend does poorly on his exam, I want to apply to the same college as him. However, he advises me against it, saying my future is more important.
Yesterday, he tells me he fails to secure a graduate school recommendation and won't be able to go abroad with me to continue his studies.
Staring at the two lines on the pregnancy test, I begin seriously thinking about our future.
Perhaps because the young woman has received too many hateful comments, she eventually posts a photo showing her boyfriend's side profile.
She gloats, "You're all just jealous because I have a handsome boyfriend who loves me this much, aren't you?"
The instant I see the photo, my blood runs cold.
The man in that picture belongs to Joshua Salter, my boyfriend of seven years.
Everything from the past comes crashing over me like a tsunami. It turns out the signs have been there all along.
I wipe away my tears.
Joshua is right. Between my future and him, my future is indeed more important.