Cenlyn
My pack has a tradition. Every she-wolf who comes of age has to run for Moon Envoy once, and someone has to truly choose her.
If no one does, the Moon Goddess punishes her.
I was so afraid of that punishment that I'd never dared to run.
But my future mate, Silas Thorne, said I was worrying over nothing and signed me up for this year's election himself.
"The Moon Goddess watches over every one of us. She's not going to punish anyone that easily. You're overthinking it."
Still uneasy, I kept reminding them.
"This is a big deal for me. You, Scott, and my brother are the only three wolves I'm really close to.
"When the time comes, you all have to vote for me."
I'd thought I would get at least one vote.
But that night, my ballot box was empty.
Then a familiar voice drifted over from the corner.
It was Vivian Grant, the human girl they'd rescued and brought back to the pack.
"Silas, it's all thanks to you three. I got the most votes, so I get to be the Moon Envoy!"
"But my sister's going to be okay, right?" Alexander asked. "The elders said the Moon Goddess takes away all the feelings of any wolf no one chooses."
Silas, Scott Avery, and my brother, Alexander Reed, fell silent for a moment. Then each of them denied responsibility, claiming he'd been sure the other two would vote for me.
In the end, it was Silas who spoke, his voice flat.
"So what if she loses her feelings? She's always been sensitive. She cries all the time. She's nothing like a real wolf. If she really ends up with no feelings, maybe she'll finally toughen up."
Soft moonlight fell over me, but my chest ached with every beat of my heart.
I took it all in silence and waited for the punishment the people closest to me had brought upon me.
But once my heart stopped feeling anything at all, why did they all start to regret it?