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The most powerful Godfather in the mafia underworld—Dante Costello—had an expensive diamond signet ring custom-made to fit my finger perfectly and sent straight to our home. He said that whoever could wear the ring would become the lady of his family. The Monroe family had long since fallen from grace. All that remained were four women. On ordinary days, we fought endlessly, tearing each other apart. Every single one of us wanted to marry Dante because marrying him meant preserving a life of dignity and comfort. In the first life, the fake heiress, Blair, secretly had the ring resized smaller and married into the family. Dante took one look at her, then had her thrown into the river to drown. “Not her.” In the second life, my cousin, Chloe, underwent plastic surgery to alter her fingers and force the ring on. Dante gifted her a staged car accident. “Still not her.” In the third life, my stepmother, Catherine, clenched her teeth and forced the ring onto her finger. Her blood hadn’t even dried when she married Dante. He coldly slashed her face, then locked her in the basement, where she slowly wasted away until death. By the fourth life, all three of them were terrified. None of them dared to marry him anymore, so they hurriedly pushed me forward instead. I put on the ring. This time, the size was perfect. Just when I thought my good days had finally begun, Dante stabbed me to death on our wedding night, his eyes burning red with madness. After my rebirth, the consigliere of the Dante family delivered the ring once again. This time, all four of us avoided it like the plague.

I've waited five years for my mafia fiance, Daniele Moretti, while he keeps pushing our wedding back again and again. I've turned down every man who approaches me and put up with all the snide comments from high society. On the eve of exchanging our marriage alliance contract, thanks to a bet with his lover, Daniele decides it's hilarious to switch the groom's name. He replaces himself with his uncle, Samuele Moretti, a man who is practically on his deathbed. Daniele laughs as he brags to his friends, "Regina's obsessed with me. When she finds out, she'll cry and beg me to change it back." I stand just outside the door and hear every word. On the day of the wedding, I take Samuele's arm—the "sickly wreck" Daniele keeps mocking—and walk him up the aisle. When Daniele finally shows up late with his lover and tries to turn the ceremony into a spectacle, I slap him across the face. Now he's the one who has to call me Aunt Regina.

My mate is Ryder Blackwood, Alpha of the pack. As the approaching bonding ceremony, he tells me that his "savior", Isabelle Morrison, is dying. She took a silver dagger meant for him three years ago. Now she is terminal, and her days are numbered. Her last wish, he says, is to leave behind a pup bearing the strongest Alpha blood. I tremble. "What about me? I'm your only mate." His voice is cold, emptied of feeling. "Don't worry. I'll always be your mate." Two days later, I receive the pregnancy test results. Isabelle is five weeks along. Turns out there was never a choice. All I get is a belated notice. What he doesn't know is that I'm the one who took the silver dagger meant for him three years ago. The healer tells me I have, at most, a month to live. I neither weep nor protest. I cancel the bonding ceremony I've dreamed of and quietly book a flight out. It leaves on the very day of the ceremony. Ryder stands at the venue of the canceled ceremony when my message reaches him. It's my unwavering rejection of him as my mate. That's when he finally breaks. For the first time, the Alpha who controls everything tastes a fear that tears the soul. He searches for me frantically, only to find every trace of me erased from his world.

Leo Parker, my fiance, shoved me out the door with his own hands. He used me as bait to buy time for himself and my best friend, Jessica Thorne, to escape. I'd never forget him shutting the door. I'd never forget his last words through the narrow crack. "Thank you for your sacrifice, Chloe." When I open my eyes again, I'm back to the day before the zombie outbreak. Leo is gently urging me to hurry up and transfer 150 thousand dollars for the remodeling. It's the money we set aside for the home we plan to live in after we get married. In my past life, he set a trap and drained every cent of my savings. This time, I smile and agree. The only difference is that the 150 thousand dollars is going to build my doomsday bunker. And I'm also planning something special for them. After all, since I get a second chance at life, I should properly thank them for the "kindness" they showed me last time when they shoved me out to get torn apart by zombies.

My mate, the supreme Alpha of the wolf pack, vows to be faithful to me for life. Yet on our anniversary night, I catch the scent of another woman on him. Later at a gathering, he holds my hand and gazes at me with tender affection. He promises that I'm the only one he'll ever cherish in this life. But moments later, I catch him outside the private room with his lover, who is wrapping herself around him. He's bragging to his friends about their thrilling hookup. It's only after the family elders whip him within an inch of his life with silver-laced whips that he finally begins to understand. When he cries out my name in his fevered delirium, something shifts. He's finally learning what it means to truly lose someone. His grandfather calls me, begging. "He's dying. Please, come see him one last time." I keep my voice calm. "That was his choice." He doesn't understand that some betrayals can never be forgiven. Not from the moment they happen.

I'm the so-called 'Lady of Glory'—yeah, that girl from the Archbishop's prophecy. They said I'd bring endless glory to whatever Family I married into. But at our engagement party, my fiancé—Marco Falcone—swaggered onstage holding hands with his pregnant stripper girlfriend. Then he grabbed my wrist, dragged me forward, and made me kiss her hand. "Lola's the only woman I'll ever call my wife," he said with a smug little grin. "If you still want this marriage, your De Luca money better support her and the baby." I slapped him. Ripped the contract in half. Let it snow confetti. "Please. I can marry someone a hundred times better." Right when I was about to torch the entire Falcone Family, someone stepped out of the shadows. Marco's older brother, Dante Falcone. The one who'd been injured, underestimated, and pushed aside. He locked eyes with me, totally unfazed. "Signorina De Luca, do your words still stand?"

I'd been gone three months, growing our turf. Came home to find some chick in my robe, on my couch, sipping my wine. I called security. Lesson time. Then Damon—my husband, who only mattered because he married me—jumped in front of her. "It was a drunken mistake. She's just some poor girl. You're not seriously gonna flip over this, right?" I slapped him. "A trophy like you thinks he gets a say now?" Instead of shutting up, he asked for a divorce. For her. Cool. I said yes. He thought ditching me meant freedom. What he didn't get? Without me, he was nobody.

Mi pareja, el Alfa líder de la manada, promete serme fiel para toda la vida. Sin embargo, en nuestra noche de aniversario, percibo el olor de otra en él. Más tarde, en una reunión, me toma de la mano y me mira con ternura. Me asegura que soy la única a la que amará en esta vida. Pero unos instantes después, lo descubro fuera del privado con su amante, que está colgada de su cuello. Le presume a sus amigos lo emocionante de su aventura. Solo empieza a entender cuando los sabios de la familia lo azotan hasta dejarlo al borde de la muerte con látigos de plata. Cuando grita mi nombre en medio de su delirio por la fiebre, algo cambia. Por fin está aprendiendo lo que significa perder a alguien. Su abuelo me llama para suplicarme. —Se está muriendo. Por favor, ven a verlo una última vez. Mantengo la calma al responder. —Fue su decisión. No entiende que hay traiciones que nunca se pueden perdonar. No hay vuelta atrás desde el momento en que ocurren.

Me enviaron atrás en el tiempo, al mismo día en que mi hermana y yo tuvimos que elegir a nuestros esposos mafiosos. Esta vez, sin embargo, descubrí que podía oír los pensamientos de la gente. En mi vida anterior, mi hermana se casó con Caspian, un bruto violento. Vivía aterrada, atrapada en una pesadilla de la que jamás podría escapar. Yo, en cambio, me casé con Arnold, el caballero que todos admiraban, viviendo una vida que otros envidiaban. Sin embargo, mi hermana también había regresado en el tiempo y, esta vez, ella fue un paso adelante. Eligió a Arnold, el «esposo perfecto» que siempre había deseado. En ese momento, sus pensamientos resonaron con claridad en mi mente: «Elysia sufrirá en mi lugar. Esta vez, me aseguraré de elegir primero al buen esposo». Su malicia era inconfundible. Mi querida hermana, ¿de verdad creías que había sido feliz en mi vida anterior? Ya que deseas esa vida con tanta desesperación, te la concedo yo misma.

Mon compagnon, l'Alpha Suprême de la meute, m'a juré une fidélité absolue pour la vie. Pourtant, le soir de notre anniversaire, j'ai senti sur lui le parfum d'une autre femme. Plus tard, lors d'une soirée, il m'a tenu la main et m'a regardée avec une douceur presque dévouée. Il m'a promis que j'étais la seule qu'il chérirait dans toute sa vie. Mais quelques instants plus tard, je l'ai surpris devant le salon privé, enlacé par sa maîtresse. Il se vantait auprès de ses amis de leur étreinte brûlante. Ce n'est qu'après que les anciens de la famille l'ont fouetté presque jusqu'à la mort avec des lanières imprégnées d'argent qu'il a enfin commencé à comprendre. Quand il murmurait mon nom dans son délire fiévreux, quelque chose a semblé se briser en lui. Il a appris enfin ce que signifiait perdre quelqu'un pour de bon. Son grand-père m'a appelée, suppliant : « Il est en train de mourir. S'il te plaît, viens le voir une dernière fois. » Je gardais une voix calme : « C'était son choix. » Il ne comprenait pas que certaines trahisons ne pouvaient jamais être pardonnées. Pas depuis l'instant où elles se sont produites.