FORBIDDEN DESIRES
The pen trembled in her fingers.
*Sometimes I touch myself in the shower and I pretend it is him. I push two fingers inside me and whisper his name against the wall. I imagine him standing there, telling me to go faster, to go harder, until my legs gave out. I came last night thinking about his voice. I came so hard that my knees almost buckled.*
Her writing turned messy, ink smudging from her grip. She squeezed her thighs around the diary, her hips lifting off the bed. She wanted more. She dropped her pen for a moment, reached under her pillow, and pulled out the dildo she had bought weeks ago.