The Nun's Lustful Desire
Before I can give it back, two little girls run up and touch my sleeve, staring at me as though touching me might bring them a blessing.
I smile and hold the honey out to Mr. Doyle. “I don't deserve gifts today.”
The girls exchange confused looks.
For a second, I almost laugh. They have no idea how wrong they've got me.
I take the long way, down past the river, because I need to see it with my own eyes.
I stand at the bank for a long time, staring at water, nothing like the black, endless sea in my memory. This river is narrow enough to skip a stone across—no waves, no undertow, nothing that could drag a seven-year-old girl under.